— URGE AND URGE AND URGE

you must know everything immediately you

must not disappoint your loved ones

this day must be a success 

this day sets the tone for all days to come

you’re risking their dreams you’re risking

everything you’ll just be

idling around when

you must be procreant at all times

this isn’t a moment to celebrate or exhale this

is a time to be terrified

you must have a foolproof plan you

can’t just live life day to day 

why do you think you deserve this freedom

life can’t just be leisurely 

life can’t just be mostly free

humans have always had to work hard what

makes you the exception what 

justifies this silly business

life must have a certain pace

work must eat up all day

you must show that you’re good that

you don’t just celebrate yourself 

and sing yourself you

can’t just loaf around

— INCEPTION

You’ll figure this out gradually you

will make your loved ones proud 

this day is a beginning 

this is the beginning of a whole life to come 

this is creation of shared dreams 

you’re not alone you’ve got 

safety help prowess — plenty 

of humans have lived this quietly you

will be energetic most times 

this is a perfect moment 

to celebrate and exhale this 

is a time to be elated

you cannot have a foolproof plan you’ll just

have to learn life day to day 

freedom is deserved 

existence can just be lucky

you choose whether you are free 

why

does work have to be hard what values

justify the hustle culture 

life has a finite amount of days

you are good and sometimes bad

you go ahead invite your soul and

celebrate yourself for there will never

be any more perfection than 

there is 

now

After Walt Whitman